Sabtu, 15 Oktober 2011

My PAIN = I've Lost a half Life

Family it's the most important to everyone. it may be The best ever HAD

i always really feel lonely sometimes inside myself. loneliness can mean i don't have anyone. it makes me die as soon as possible!!!!

i believe that God will gave the best for me, someday He will give me a beautiful life. 
but i know later. 

in deepest of my heart i really need someone to  talk to, to share with, to cry on when i felt down. (FAMILY) but I've just wanna build stronger and create a little smile. 
Because there's nothing to choose.

The hour was wrong
And my shadow's getting long
My real life's a song, don't need much
But I've got an ache in my head
I wanna go to bed early. 
Tomorrow I don't have to wake up, no!!!! 

She's the pride of my family
Stands above the crowd, makes them all believe
When it's her time to leave us. 
She's got love on her side that children whom loved her so much and give her proud,

Photographs of her, when The years have passed.
Love still lasts the tears have been through.
Time's a thief as precious moments fly by  :( 

"Jika ada yang ingin Kau berikan padaku, Tuhan, kumau itu pelukan, bahuku terlalu berat menopang kerinduan ini; sendiri." (by @)

MY DREAM : 
kalo udah nikah, gue pengen pnya keluarga yg harmonis, bahagia, biar anak2 gue nanti pny keluarga lengkap. amiinnn (my dream - twit fav at 10 Oct 2010)

selama aku masih bisa bernafas, masih sanggup berjalan ku kan selalu memujamu, meski ku tau kau entah ada dimana dan aku merindukan mu *mymom ☺(create about 17 June 2010)

I don't know about days gone,
But round here nobody lives twice.
When your gone, your gone, without no bye,

Trust me, I nearly lost my life.

Tired.
But I kept on going,
Fell asleep without even knowing.
No motion in my face,
No movement in my legs, 
Woke up, tivaa
Lorry,
Flash,
Panic,
Break,
Skid,
Crash,
Skidded,
More,
Bang,
Smash,
Out,
Cold,
Ribs,
Cracked,
Ouch.

I was in so much pain,
Baffled, didn't even know my name.
Fainted, too much shock in my brain.
Trying to get up but fainted again.

Fighting for life, can't tell if I'm winning,
One of the worst situations I've been in.
Still in pain, but it started numbing
But I was left with a permanent problem,
Nobody knows about the pain that I'm in (inside).
and They say tomorrow never dies, 

IF I CAN TURN BACK TIME..... 




tyeva - 15 Oct 2011